monday you can fall apart tuesday wednesday break my heart thursday doesn't even start its friday the 13 i'm in love
tonight had the blackest skies
oh your ever calling is such a lie
and all this angst in me is free
to instigate the crave to disappear
to fade
but my eyes cant shut
when i, try to sleep
when your eyes are bright
in the photo on my ceiling
and my soul would depart
if you still do not know
that these tears they fall
it's never ever just for show
you are blind to my fears
and i am blind to yours
hope is fine sand, gusted into eyes
a placebo of all those lies
im trying to sleep it's 7am
you're having a dream, on your way to school
i always wonder if you'll pass by me today
in town in the train or in the rain
i wonder if you'll mind me text you now
that icant sleep i'm missing you
and you're hecticly going to school
on seconds of thought i'll just run through my inbox
read those little messages you sent me before
till my eyes drown in tears
and i go to sleep.
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okay today is friday the 13. it was a really bad day because holly didn't msg or anything. therefore iwas sad. PLUS my mom didn't give me money when i wantedto go out. she started nagging about what a hopeless persom i am because i dont have a job. for gods sake, if you really wanted me to get a job i could go sell cigarettes and give you some money every day and show you how productive i am. stop comparing mom, there are countless things that i can do which those cousins and friends cannot do.
and if i compared, i'll blame you and dad for not getting me and ipod or a new skateboard or new shoes. all the while everything i used my own monwy so what are you complaining about? except for bills. i mean for goodness sake i still dont even get regular pocket money and not to mention allowance to buy stuff.anyway that's not the point, the point is what if one fateful day i'm gonna go out with HG and i have no cash. damn.so probably i'll be working at a carwash or something. which starts at night and ends in the morning somewhere in bishan/angmokio.omg that's so near to her house what if she sees me. eew.
bottomline is, being broke sucks but working sucks more but no money for special functions sucks most.
taxi wash-$2.50
normal car wash-$4.50
better than normal car wash-$5.50
seeing someone you know freak out-priceless.
okay whatever.car wash, whole nights washing cars. i dont even wanna think about it.
okay what was the topic? okay friday the thirteen. today i slapped raimi so hard he was unconcious on the floor for 5 seconds. only one.for some reason of respect and his own good. and skating today? i went to Go Sports, which is at queenstown with hanafie, maltin, jon and gary and after that we went to jurong skate park. which i can swear by god is the most lousiestest skate park ever.and from jurong back to simei is pretty far. plus i felt like taking a joyride and maybe i might see holly on the way home so i took the red line. which is... 34 stops. well well. and now i'm home. I mean of course im home what the hell is wrong with me. bloody freakazoid.
bottomline is, i'm a bloody freakazoidosaurous.
one thing i find so amazing about holly is that she never curses.
i mean everyone gets angry and every scolds this and scolds that.
for me it's just a plain literature.
but somehow, like maltin said, holly is a mind control monster and my mind is a fallen victim. i am changing to a good-er person and he says i'm talking like a chij girl.(for the final call, i do not.)i sorta curse less now too.
except when it comes to maltin because his face just literally says"CURSE ME CURSE LIKE I"M YOUR INCOME TAX COLLECTOR."
bottom line is, holly is a very sweet girl and maltin is not an income tax collector.
shadow soldiers.(ps-ed)
Dream, of the Endless family.(ps-ed)
oh oh okay next time i'll make Death, Despair, Delirium, Desire, Destruction,Delight and Destiny of the Endless
sweet screaming
byebye.
oh your ever calling is such a lie
and all this angst in me is free
to instigate the crave to disappear
to fade
but my eyes cant shut
when i, try to sleep
when your eyes are bright
in the photo on my ceiling
and my soul would depart
if you still do not know
that these tears they fall
it's never ever just for show
you are blind to my fears
and i am blind to yours
hope is fine sand, gusted into eyes
a placebo of all those lies
im trying to sleep it's 7am
you're having a dream, on your way to school
i always wonder if you'll pass by me today
in town in the train or in the rain
i wonder if you'll mind me text you now
that icant sleep i'm missing you
and you're hecticly going to school
on seconds of thought i'll just run through my inbox
read those little messages you sent me before
till my eyes drown in tears
and i go to sleep.
--------------
okay today is friday the 13. it was a really bad day because holly didn't msg or anything. therefore iwas sad. PLUS my mom didn't give me money when i wantedto go out. she started nagging about what a hopeless persom i am because i dont have a job. for gods sake, if you really wanted me to get a job i could go sell cigarettes and give you some money every day and show you how productive i am. stop comparing mom, there are countless things that i can do which those cousins and friends cannot do.
and if i compared, i'll blame you and dad for not getting me and ipod or a new skateboard or new shoes. all the while everything i used my own monwy so what are you complaining about? except for bills. i mean for goodness sake i still dont even get regular pocket money and not to mention allowance to buy stuff.anyway that's not the point, the point is what if one fateful day i'm gonna go out with HG and i have no cash. damn.so probably i'll be working at a carwash or something. which starts at night and ends in the morning somewhere in bishan/angmokio.omg that's so near to her house what if she sees me. eew.
bottomline is, being broke sucks but working sucks more but no money for special functions sucks most.
taxi wash-$2.50
normal car wash-$4.50
better than normal car wash-$5.50
seeing someone you know freak out-priceless.
okay whatever.car wash, whole nights washing cars. i dont even wanna think about it.
okay what was the topic? okay friday the thirteen. today i slapped raimi so hard he was unconcious on the floor for 5 seconds. only one.for some reason of respect and his own good. and skating today? i went to Go Sports, which is at queenstown with hanafie, maltin, jon and gary and after that we went to jurong skate park. which i can swear by god is the most lousiestest skate park ever.and from jurong back to simei is pretty far. plus i felt like taking a joyride and maybe i might see holly on the way home so i took the red line. which is... 34 stops. well well. and now i'm home. I mean of course im home what the hell is wrong with me. bloody freakazoid.
bottomline is, i'm a bloody freakazoidosaurous.
one thing i find so amazing about holly is that she never curses.
i mean everyone gets angry and every scolds this and scolds that.
for me it's just a plain literature.
but somehow, like maltin said, holly is a mind control monster and my mind is a fallen victim. i am changing to a good-er person and he says i'm talking like a chij girl.(for the final call, i do not.)i sorta curse less now too.
except when it comes to maltin because his face just literally says"CURSE ME CURSE LIKE I"M YOUR INCOME TAX COLLECTOR."
bottom line is, holly is a very sweet girl and maltin is not an income tax collector.
shadow soldiers.(ps-ed)
Dream, of the Endless family.(ps-ed)
oh oh okay next time i'll make Death, Despair, Delirium, Desire, Destruction,Delight and Destiny of the Endless
sweet screaming
byebye.
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